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people call me ainaa, sometimes madyah and even mokk, but whatever it is, im still me. i am a nineteen years old girl which is does not looks like nineteen when i do not own my own P. i am fat and of course im regret for that. i absofuckinglutely dont like engineering but hell, i dont know why im taking this path right now. im single and i think boy sometimes is an ass. i love beach more than city. i hope to have a house by the beach and i wish for marry a rich man for that but, i know wealth is not necessarily for happiness. i can talk for hours, bet me. i have a very weird voice when shout and i just realized that. i love reading horoscope because i think they are true sometimes. i hate myself for not being a good daughter. i believe life is something what they turn out it to be. i hate math. i do not claimed myself as cute, but people do, haha. i have a bloody annoying siblings that makes me feel i want to strangle them down sometimes. i love old song which reminds me for the good old days. i think my dad is very unpredictable and mommy just too sensitive at times. i am really amazed with people who has the very magical hand for playing music instrument. i love csi and i fancy david caruso as much as edward westwick. i wish i were a man when i fall in love with kristine kreuk. i envy isabella swan and i want edward cullen to be real. sometimes i think im a people pleaser, while they are just being mean to me. i love chocolate more than vanilla. i love to cook and i love kids and i would like to marry for just having a child, but i do not fancy sex so much. i have a great circle of girlfriends around me and im missing them more than myself could believe laaaaa bengonggggg. i loathe my lame college management and im just staying there for a roll of diploma only. im not really a nice person but i do care people who treats me right. i am a way of perfect. i love pretty stuffs and i would spend my money for great foods rather than books. i love holiday, but not a longgg kind of hollllyyyy day where turn me out to be a bimbo when i dont know what the hell to do, and write this shit for the sake of killing time and i just hate this part of day iavfwajtewyurehnfkqwoeqwoeu8tjgnsdfgsdlhgksofr[wa

the reason for public back my blog is like why the hell people like to talk about the shit-thing i wrote here. so to whom it may concern, you just can read my blog like you always do as im not privating it no more, but your time reading not worth anything, and i just dont want to waste my time by make an entry about you indong.

tumblr is such an easy way to blog, you can find me there. i hope theres no confusion that im neglected this blog recently. no more interesting update because i just dont want to. okay? but as far as i know, i will never delete this blog, so no worries :)

qila's idea of watching harry potter bloody hell from first till fifth, was really a bad idea. and now im facing with not-enough-time-study for microe.

and now updates :

• final is own its way to finish, 4 papers to go
  
• carry mark was not so good, im just pray for a better pointer, amin
• excited for sunmunwaymay with the girls!!!!
• and finally of course HOMEEEEEEEEEEEEEE!
• and yeah my thought on sem 3 is the most disastrous sem ever absolutely true, and I HATE YOU!

so thats it.

see yah <3

hello

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Love is like a Rubix Cube, there are countless numbers of wrong twists and turns, but when you get it right, it looks perfect no matter what way you look at it
- Brian Cramer

a thing called life

enough is enough.

people judging, i hope they get a life. there are times we sometimes down, but life is not always on up. just deal with the facts. live your life, be it something you would like it to be, cos everything passes, everthing changes, move forward and do what you think you should do :)

you should have known better

selalu org cakap macam tu. betul la tu :(

:)

the idea of privating my blog was actually in my mind long time ago, but im not quite ready with that. so you people have to be honoured, you guys are the lucky readers that have been invited to read my thoughts!

so well update.....

laterr ok!

entry khas for kak illya, hahh nak sgt update ambek ang.